Thursday, September 16, 2010

Cleaning my peverbial house

The past week I have spent my time online cleaning. Cleaning people out, out of my internet social sphere. I see people who are not my close friends as distractions, an opening for me to be nosy when I should be doing other things. So instead of me being distracted by XXXX XXXXX's 123 new photo posts for 20 min. I don't see them at all seeing as how i don't even talk to them online or in reality. I am preparing myself to put my nose to the grind stone. So deep breath and we will see how this goes

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Back to this world

I came back to Montana on the 21st of June. Three days in I wanted to leave again. At that time I came to the conclusion that I am to be an nomad, It is hard for me to settle down.
On the 25th of August I moved into my own apartment that is different for me. I don't particularly like it as a home, as a place for me to sleep it works but not as a home. It did fit into my "goal" list i was back 3 months and I was able to move out of my mothers home given I moved back knowing that i didn't want it to be a permanent situation. Moving into my own place crossed off the third idea/goal that I had been talking about that I actually did this year currently there have been more goals/plans achieved/fallowed through with.

I have set a large goal for April 2011. I plan on leaving, not just leaving but not looking back. I plan to leave Montana never to live here again. I hope that my brain storming will produce something that will allow me to do that. I am going to call the local clinic and see if they have a position for a intro level in Phlebotomy, I am certified i just need to get licensed now, that will aid me in my aspirations to leave.